I promise to gladly comply as long as you fulfill the following, for a minimum interval of a week but hopefully extendable to life after the positive learning experience:
1. Stop saying racial slurs on the discord, apply it to your life. For I am aware they are words with power only from the application and the judging of others, but as they are only words, they are also only words for you to choose not to say. Nobody is begging you to say them.
2. Stop embracing such negative postmodern philosophies such as intention to commit suicide after a certain age, wish for longevity, reach tradition, listen to others quietly and try not to impress, for your work will do that for you, your words only muddy the waters.
3. Read the Tao Te Ching and leave on this thread your thoughts on it.
That is all, 3 commands from a servant hopeful you'll heed advice and remember to remember yourself, the true self, not the automation, not the machine, but you. Not heat, not your real name even. You. Your entity, what makes you, think with your thinking center, move with the moving, feel with the emotional, do not mix them, for their fuel is a non-renewable resource and if you are running them uneven you'll find yourself in a very sorry position.
It is with love I bring you these, I will be checking, and remember it is fine if you are unable to achieve this; for not everyone is cut for the way.