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A sincere thank you

Warning: Serious subject


Apologies about the attentionwhore-ish thread and post.
IF I disappear at least you will know what happened.
Thanks
There are people who love you out there (including me (how could I forget the one who introduced me to sparring?))

You would put them through pain? :/
Parkour like you've never seen before:
http://forum.toribash.com/showthread.php?t=423045
Their and your lives will go on even if mine does not
If it's any help, know that I did what I thought was best for me and the world as a whole
Originally Posted by jisse View Post
Their and your lives will go on even if mine does not
If it's any help, know that I did what I thought was best for me and the world as a whole

You are correct, in the terms that their lives will go on. BUT, even though their lives will go on, it will never be the same for them; even the people that slightly knew you.

If you decide to kill yourself, you will likely pass the emotional pain to people that know you, and they'll have to carry that mental burden for the rest of their lives. Even people on a video game would hate knowing that somebody they know passed away, especially in that way. We all care about you, even though some of us barely know you. You are a fellow human being just like us, so we can't stand seeing somebody go through this. Same goes for IRL, but maybe the people around you (or at school) don't know what you're going through right now.

Think of what you can do to feel better. Try viewing the world differently, and ignore the people that you don't like. Maybe if you explain your issues to people that you don't normally talk to, they'll be able to help.

I know that you didn't necessarily want advice/help, but this is my perspective on your current situation.

Good luck, friend.
Last edited by Water; Jan 15, 2015 at 12:23 AM.
Hey jisse
we don't even know each other.. but I hope your doc can help you.
If not, the best thing to get better is the wild nature. Go somewhere you dont have any electronical advices and good ppl around you. A place where you can do real work with your hands.. where you can help other ppl.
I know this feelings you talk about.. (belive me). But there is always a way. Just try to find the solution.. and if not.. well, have a good time on the other side. We all will follow you someday ;)
Jisse i hardly even know you, but I wish you the best of luck with your life. And if there is any way i can help, tell me.
Have a great day, thanks for looking at this post I guess.
cnc is an endangered resource
^^^^

I am a fan jisse... so I guess this applies to me, but do what BBKing says, go and learn a new craft or maybe go and volunteer at shelters but I can't pretend I know how you are feeling or what you are going through. But as you said, the help we can give you over the internet is limited, go and see your doctors and your psychiatrists, and come back better than ever.
Last edited by Kore; Jan 14, 2015 at 06:16 PM.

Thanks guys, I cannot express how much it actually means to know others care. :)
I hope I find a way to be happy, but sometimes it's really hard to live haunted by the thoughts I get stuck with.
Also sorry about the drama
u should show up around the irc more often if its cool
im almost always no lifeing so we can hang out
oh yeah
I went through this about a year ago when I had surgery and now I can't play any sports.. Just push through it, sometimes the hardest things in life are the ones you'll look back on and say "Man, how did I do that?"
Last edited by BuZe; Jan 14, 2015 at 07:40 PM.