hi solax!
i dont think this is a good place for me to talk openly about these kinds of things so i wont come to you about my depression rather than how should i go about seeking help? ive done therapy for short periods and been checked into a hospital in 2014 until i was released for not really doing much. i think the problem lies in not wanting professional help, but i often have trouble bringing it up because i feel like it wouldn't be taken seriously since i've noticed that it happens frequently with others