"Whats wrong with special ed's? Some of them are in their because of there learning disabilities... Thats just low Shooter."

What's wrong with special eds? Some of them are in there because of their learning disabilities... Thats just low shooter.

Grammar nazi ftw

War_Hero Moderated Message:

useless post ftl

""Whats wrong with special ed's? Some of them are in their because of there learning disabilities... Thats just low Shooter."

What's wrong with special eds? Some of them are in there because of their learning disabilities... Thats just low shooter.

Grammar nazi ftw"

What's wrong with special eds? Some of them are in there because of their learning disabilities... That's just low, Shooter.

I do believe I am offtopic

War_Hero Moderated Message:

oh no another useless post!

Over thinking is soooo bad for you! I have a couple close who friends who do it, and it just does nothing but cause worry and anxiety. I typically NEVER overthink, but most recently, I have been and it does nothing good for me. Just looking into TOO MUCH on a certain issue just seriously doesn't help and makes matter worse.

If I had to put my brain-activity in one word it'd be overthinking. Especially in school i always try to empty the whole subject but this more often turns into an unorganized mess of small ideas of which I can't get anything out of to the actual topic/exercise I'm doing. I don't function with simple formulas that teachers say "you can use this to get solution to this" (now concentrating on calculations in math and sciences). Also in literary analysis everything piles up- I hear what the teacher says and suggests but I always way overthink trying to take into account everything uncosciously.

So yeah, overthinking sucks imo ._.

Going back to my previous post, I should note that there is a very strong possiblity of me having Biploar Disorder because several family members on both sides of the family have it. I never recognized it for what it was until about a year ago. A really big part of my 'overthinking' was philosophy. Not just in terms of political leaning and such, but regarding death, eternity, etc. Really big stuff that we can't possibly try to comprehend. I've since learned to block these thoughts out, because it only gives you grief if you go too far into these things. Occasionally I get a highly intrusive philosophical thought and have a minor panic attack, but really it's mainly under control.
Interestingly, the way I got over all those thoughts was by basically destroying my ego. It helped. So much. Without an ego you can accept nearly everything. I still have self esteem, but only in the sense that I know I am equal to everyone else and not above them. Basically all my failings in life have come directly from ego. Missed romantic opportunities, I always assumed they'd come to me. Schooling, I got slack because I thought I was smart enough without studying or having further education. Even my art went downhill because I started to procrastinate due to ego.

I really do feel actually mature now. I'm laid back, I take life as it comes and I no longer stress about things I have no control over. I'm much more well adjusted and it feels fucking great.

just a reminder to my fellow posters: social anxiety is not "overthinking" and is not a sign of being some sort of misunderstood genius. i think alot of people are giving themselves too big of an egostroke in here.

warcry: you're very relatable.

I've found that I sort of have the opposite of "social anxiety". I think it's called lonliness D:

But yeah, I get all anxiety ridden and possibly depressed when there's nobody to talk to. Especially the chick I'm with right now. Like, if she doesn't get on facebook for awhile, I start to feel anxiety, then I start overthinking shit. When she gets on, though, it all sort of melts away. I'm still trying to figure out what to do about it. :/