Strange, and RAWR,
Please forgive me for leaving the clan so unceremoniously. I had been very discontent with the general state of things in-game (not limited to RAWR); specifically, I speak of most of the elite players in the game sitting back and being content with their level of skill, and many of such players effectively retiring or barely playing at all. RAWR was failing at being active in-game as well. I miss the glory days, back when I first joined, RAWRgies with most of the clan there, 12 of us, like 2-3x a month. that was teh epic.

This clan could wake from its slumber and instantly be the most skilled clan in toribash if everyone would just start playing (more often) again.

It was with these thoughts in my head that I made a decision to leave RAWR and start a clan with one goal - to revive the in-game community and try to entice some of the elite players out of hiding. The clan was to be extremely exclusive and consist only of adept, active players. To take toribash by storm and start challenging the ancient clans to wars. To revive what the game had once been; because too long has it been about TC and customization and awful players that shoveled till they were blackbelts and have no talent. Seriously, these days, to find a player with even the potential to be coached into what any of us are is an extreme rarity.

My plan failed. like, miserably. Borg, Werd, thank you guys anyway for coming with me, if only for a short time, to try to help with it.

After the clan failed I was lost, ashamed; hell, I was downright depressed. I had left the only clan I had ever been in - the only one I had ever wanted to be in, forever (ask Bendo, I damn near got a tattoo of the RAWR dragon). Leaving you guys hurt, a lot. At the risk of repeatedly getting called a vagina, I actually did shed a tear or two over it. It only hurt more when my plan failed - I had hoped all along that once I revived the community I could bring my still exclusive and small clan back into RAWR and everyone would be happy again.

I didnt know where to go. too embarrassed to come back to RAWR, I joined EVO when I ran into tripstone and he promised me frequent activity from the clan. maybe I thought I had found what I was looking for there; turns out I didn't. And more importantly, I didnt love EVO. I didnt have to wait and push and turn down several clan offers to get into EVO. I certainly didnt have to waltz into an EVO room filled with 10th dans and be a bluebelt challenging a senior member to the clans best mod to get their f@#&ing attention. [I hope you remember that night, Train, Ill never forget it.]

so I left evo without even telling anyone. [If you're reading this, Trip, I'm sorry and never should have joined in the first place; my heart was never in it.]
My heart will never belong to any clan but RAWR. you guys have had it all along. I'm so sorry.

I hope I might be so bold as to ask for you all to vote on my return. I regret ever leaving to an extent I cannot express in text.

And - should RAWR take me back - I will NEVER leave again.

All my tori-love,
gr3y