so, I've been "dating" a member of the toribash forums for a very long time.


that member was another guy.
with christian parents.

less than an hour ago, his mother found out about us. we had a long talk, and one thing led to another. I'm not allowed to be in any contact with him until this may, when he turns 18. and even then, it's not certain.

Now I don't know or care about your beliefs, but I loved him more than anything else, and now I'm not sure what I'm supposed to do.. he lives nearly 300 miles away and neither of us have proper transport.

I'm on the edge, guys.. I know it seems silly and childish but right now I truly do not want to live

I just need some support, please