almost gone...
OK well recently ppl have been ''hating'' so yeah Ren has pointed out that a option of mine would be to leave the clan and stop bringing our name down,well i am at a stage were i am at 85% me potentionaly leaving the clan.....i have done nothing but try to help the clan and the only one that appreciats it is Jim...and Ren said that apparently some of you dont like me,so heres the part were i wonder why you dont like me,so this thread is my way of saying im almost gone and i feel like all i have done for this clan was a waste and my voice has faded(figure of speech).I said i wouldnt leave TTF but i am alone in my struggle here and i feel that other clans will appreciate what i do more....also ppl just take advantage of my niceness like eg.clan photo...i get ppl demanding that i use there images/replays and i am doing purely for the clan and i wouldnt even have done it but then still ppl demand and get upset.so yeah i feel that i am at the edge and i am prepared to leave....so yeah hopefully i somehow feel that i could stay in the clan.i am not leaving yet but i need to know if you guys still want me in the clan...DONT FUCKEN LIE TO ME AND SAY 'YES' be honest.there are many other places i can go but i like it here,were alot of me friends are,but i feel misused and unappreciated,AND the shit komodokid started kinda lit the embers that were held inside of me and then he said i am power hungry but im NOT...so yeah i have been extremely good to this clan and now Ren says that i should do you guys a favour and leave...and he says others also feel the same way so this is my last problem i am facing,if i encounter another i will just leave and when i leave i will tell the clan all the reasons why i am leaving,the stuff that are not that noticable in the forums so thats all i would like to say
dont give me shit about this thread etha because my feelings should be herd!