Why do you have to look at my past?

What does that have to do with the future.

If you judge my past that means you are making assumptions.

Assuming I am going to fuck up again.

I want to be in a clan that doesn't look at my past. If I don't find one I don't find one.

Its hard to change when people only choose to remember/judge you on what you did and not what you're going to do.