I've been having a really tough time lately guys, so I'm really sorry if I've been a douche bag in any way. I've been having trouble coping with my grandfather's death, and my mom was diagnosed with multiple sclerosis, and I found out my girlfriend was cheating on me.

So basically what I'm trying to say is that's why I've been a bit off lately and I'm sorry. I know it isn't an excuse for being more irritable than usual, and I shouldn't take out my problems on others. I think a lot of what I have done is distanced myself from people too, and that isn't fair to anybody either.

I'm not trying to get attention or make people feel sorry for me or anything, I'm just trying to maybe give you guys a little insight into the way I've been acting lately, and I'll really try harder to let you guys in more and not shut myself off or otherwise be irritable when shit happens in my life, I know I'm not the only one shit happens to.

So anyway, sorry again, and hopefully we can all move on and go back to way things were a couple weeks ago.

-hiding