Originally Posted by Hayz

Nah, you're not... It was never the plan to begin with.
The best you're probably getting is a visual representation of this character that has been a lot in the later years (my alias, split personality, a character, an idealization of a perfect fellow just a few years older than me, etc.). It's just a big mess.
I've been kinda disconnecting from this, let's say, character recently. Also a procrastinate myself hasn't been working on any plans and or drawings, so yeah.