You can hold out Jisse, you're an awesome dude from what I gather on your posts, and we need more people like you. Depression is a big issue, I recently lost one of my closest friends due to it. Still scars me. They were the best person I knew, but they had problems, and slit their own throat. What always takes my mind of depressing things isnt kittens or that stuff (although they are super cuddly) but listening to a shit-your-pants scary story. Always makes me paranoid so bad that I forget everything else xD

But all things aside, life is a great thing, and if it makes you feel better, a lot of people in this community love and cherish you. Don't leave us please c: