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Don't think about the bad, think about the positives and who you love the most and who loves you the most. It'll be okay in the end. You're a good guy. If you're in jail for 5 years and oyu kill yourself. She won't have a dad at all. :c
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Man, it's okay, there's more to life, please, don't kill yourself but instead, smile, and look forward for a better future for you and your family
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Originally Posted by DeakManiac View Post
Sad thing is... She turns a year old on the 6th, and my drug test is on the 5th.. If I go to jail, sorry but I will kill myself.. I will miss my daughters 1st birthday, I will lose everything I love, and I will lose my dream of being a military person.

People always say to "be optimistic!" and "look on the bright side!". Except, they don't realize how impossible that idea is. How can you look on the bright side when you're falling and the only way to look is down?

When I was feeling depressed (for reasons that will not be told), I focused on the effect my death would've had on people. Think of how your wife/GF would feel, left to care for her child as a single mother. Think of the sadness she would feel. Yeah, I guilted myself into not doing it, but in the end, it worked.

Life is hard, and for me, it never got any easier. The least you can do is not make it worse for any other people.
Last edited by Cheeseburger; Oct 30, 2013 at 11:27 AM.
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Originally Posted by Twilight View Post
Don't think about the bad, think about the positives and who you love the most and who loves you the most. It'll be okay in the end. You're a good guy. If you're in jail for 5 years and oyu kill yourself. She won't have a dad at all. :c

Stop changing your avvies and siggies!

You're making me have a seizure with all those pictures of girls in your forum sets!!!

But seriously. Stop.
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Originally Posted by DeakManiac View Post
Sad thing is... She turns a year old on the 6th, and my drug test is on the 5th.. If I go to jail, sorry but I will kill myself.. I will miss my daughters 1st birthday, I will lose everything I love, and I will lose my dream of being a military person.

Don't kill yourself. Better alive then dead. This is the real world. Anything can happen

Well, if you do decide to kill yourself, can I have your TCs?

I'm not being serious deak. It's a joke. Don't worry.
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Originally Posted by Rhaemondzzzkie View Post
Please tell me your ban..

Well apparently a guy had sent me a pec texture. And since i was not on the forums for about 3-4 days he reported me of scamming. I met him about 4 times in game before i was banned, but he didnt tell me anything about a texture or a report. So i was banned for 1 day for "scamming". I posted a ban appeal and said that how was i supposed to give tc for a texture that i didnt even know "kradel" sent me. Anyways, the gm told me that its a one day ban and that i can live with it. Also they gave the guy 2.5k for the texture.(it was a 128 texture)
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And deak its better for her to have a father than not having one at all. Think about it.
Last edited by HerobrineDead; Oct 30, 2013 at 02:05 PM. Reason: <24 hour edit/bump
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oh yeah...that ban, next time, send them yourself or something like that.
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Originally Posted by Nagato9757 View Post
Stop changing your avvies and siggies!

You're making me have a seizure with all those pictures of girls in your forum sets!!!

But seriously. Stop.

Ill change it all I want.
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Originally Posted by DeakManiac View Post
Sad thing is... She turns a year old on the 6th, and my drug test is on the 5th.. If I go to jail, sorry but I will kill myself.. I will miss my daughters 1st birthday, I will lose everything I love, and I will lose my dream of being a military person.

dude you better pray. killing your self isn't the answer to the problem.
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Originally Posted by Twilight View Post
Ill change it all I want.

yes you will sir.
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Just pray bro, and if going to work on with drugs, I suggest you not to.. Just try to ignore that thing. Plus your family is just the one and only thing you should care of in the life, and which is the best thing you can ever have. And since your daughter is just a little baby, just stay with her and enjoy your life bro; no drugs :/

Also about being a military person, it's simple as going to school. Just ask some people you know so they can help you being a military person. They will support you. And as Zeus said, killing yourself isn't the best idea bro, just try to enjoy your life and being with your family. It's all good bro, just get away of drugs.

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