Don't be so harsch against yourself! You should be proud for who you are.
I had alot of problems with how I looked when I was younger, I actually had suicidal thoughts.
But then everything changed, I started taking care about myself and now I can look at myself in the mirror and feel proud. :3
Just have a look at yourself in the mirror, right now. And say this loud and clear: GOD I'M SEXY.
And with that said, I leave you guys with a sweet pic of me. And girls, HUEH.