i dig.
i'm in the same boat, sort of. the absence of life is deteriorating for some reason. lol i'm putting all my hopes in finding someone who understands me-- i don't care how banal that is.

oh, i understand why i feel weird, it's the benzo i forgot i took.

no regrats
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the key to happiness is to stop wanting more than you have, we are taught to ignore all we have and always want more. its impossible to satisfy

that's not possible for some people

and get off the benzos man they won't do you any good. microdosing I hear is helpful but I won't tell you what to do

I regret moving to ireland, I think that staying with my father, and my friends was more important, than going to a fucking drug infested place.

Not treasuring the moments I had with people who wouldn't be around for much longer.

Not skipping a grade when I had an opportunity to.

i regret taking cigarette drags from every cig my friend gives me
i am on the verge of addiction

I regret not living life the way I could have. Always following other's simple advice, always restricting myself constantly and not doing things I've always wanted to do or learn to do or try, not being more free and enjoying time with friends more. I'm still young, but it's still time wasted.

careful bro don't become a worthless junkie