my life has been horrible the last couple years, and last year was the absolute worst
the only reason or "purpose" i even want to continue it is to keep an eye on my family,
watch them grow and persevere, but it's kinda difficult with shit hitting the fan all the
time.. i don't want to watch them suffer more, but everything is struggle after struggle,
it's something i need to accept, but i just fill my life with distractions in the form of
"entertainment".. i read novels, read manga, watch anime, watch movies, watch shows,
try to play the guitar, try to play the piano, play video-games, socialize online, draw,
and try a lot of new things that are presented to me..
since it's been going on for a while, i've ended up growing attached to some things, and
i guess they can be counted as other "purposes".. like wanting to know how a series i
follow ends, what other creative conceptions people can bring to life, and just; "what's next"...