For me personally it's jealousy.
It's easy to get jelous over something you didn't experience or don't have if you trully care for that thing.
Jealousy works differently for everyone, but it can cause anger and sadness which fall into even more categories like alchoholism, suidical thoughts, depression, stress, fear and so on, like I said it works differently for everyone, and it depends on what it is that you're jelous of.
It can make you change as a person too, your character and the way you live on the day to day basis.