im not going to punctuate any of this

i have no actual ultimate life goal which is depressing but something i think about sometimes is that id love to have a ton of knowledge on all the things that im passionate about or that i consider highly important but it sounds extremely self indulgent bc what good is knowledge if i keep it all to myself/cant use it for some sort of greater good

im not close to any of that obviously and it also sounds unattainable due to a potential lack of free time in a relatively near future that will last indeterminately and my inability to focus and horrible memory

when it comes to boring ass generic short-term goals well i need to help my family financially so a job would be ok i graduated from college this year so Aha im not too far from that huh aha

live to 105 not that close.

if i can make a positive difference in one person's life, that's enough

I'm no where near my life goal. I still need around 10million dollars and a phd lmao


however, I'm doing a decent job right now in my life. There's a couple things I have to look out for, but it's going alright.

just gotta finish uni and find a job