Originally Posted by Chux

ok, thanks

Originally Posted by Fates

I just noticed you are in another clan.... I'm if this change was recent or if we just didn't notice at first but either way that doesn't fair well for your votes.

Originally Posted by Slaybelle

Hey guys, Slay here. Mostly this application is going to be informal and mostly me just explaining stuff. I hope you don't mind. I have a bit to go over so this might be a little long.

I Feel Like You Guys Need an Explanation

So, here it is. I feel like before I should be back in the clan I need to let you guys know what went down. I've never been good at reaching out to people when my emotions get out of check so when I left I really didn't tell anyone anything. For the last 5 years I've been dealing with depression, it comes at random times and for anyone who has had depression you would understand how it feels.

Anyways, every time I got in game I was just having a bad experience between people being completely rude jerks to me just having a bad night of playing (I would lose a lot because I wasn't on point) and for those of you who know me, you know how competitive I am. I get upset at losing and when I lose a lot I don't feel very good. Toribash was just taking it's toll on me at the time and I needed a break.

On another note one of the other reasons I left was I kind of felt lost in the clan, I shot up positions so fast I had no idea how to cope with it. I was perfectly fine when I was on the council, I felt like I knew what I could do for the clan there, what I could help with. But, then you made a new position Zeus and sorry I forget the name of it, but all of a sudden I shot up to that one. I had no idea what my job was anymore and no idea what I could do and I felt a sense of disembodiment from the clan, the only thing I was really told about what my new position was, was that I was basically an overseer to make sure everything was running smoothly and everyone was doing their jobs, almost like a manager I guess but I didn't feel like I could do that position at the time mostly because I had no idea how to go about it. I also couldn't ask you Zeus how you wanted me to do it because you were away most of the time at that point.

In the long run, on top of my unstable emotions, people just being people, and not knowing what to do in the clan anymore I just kind of lost it and rage quit Toribash.

So why do i want to come back?

This part is easy to explain, because I know that the people in Origin are my family, this is a home I can come back to and I knew that and always have known that. I love you guys and I'm sorry for just leaving abruptly I just kind of had a breakdown and needed to get away from the source of it. Origin means a lot to me, not only are we an official clan and do things because of that but I think what puts us apart from the rest of them is that we make such close bonds and are always there for each other. We are a family. So, if you guys are okay with it, I would like to be a part of that again. I've missed the good times.

Oh, and...
purple monkeys run wild in the red forest

Originally Posted by Slaybelle

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Hey guys, Slay here. Mostly this application is going to be informal and mostly me just explaining stuff. I hope you don't mind. I have a bit to go over so this might be a little long.

I Feel Like You Guys Need an Explanation

So, here it is. I feel like before I should be back in the clan I need to let you guys know what went down. I've never been good at reaching out to people when my emotions get out of check so when I left I really didn't tell anyone anything. For the last 5 years I've been dealing with depression, it comes at random times and for anyone who has had depression you would understand how it feels.

Anyways, every time I got in game I was just having a bad experience between people being completely rude jerks to me just having a bad night of playing (I would lose a lot because I wasn't on point) and for those of you who know me, you know how competitive I am. I get upset at losing and when I lose a lot I don't feel very good. Toribash was just taking it's toll on me at the time and I needed a break.

On another note one of the other reasons I left was I kind of felt lost in the clan, I shot up positions so fast I had no idea how to cope with it. I was perfectly fine when I was on the council, I felt like I knew what I could do for the clan there, what I could help with. But, then you made a new position Zeus and sorry I forget the name of it, but all of a sudden I shot up to that one. I had no idea what my job was anymore and no idea what I could do and I felt a sense of disembodiment from the clan, the only thing I was really told about what my new position was, was that I was basically an overseer to make sure everything was running smoothly and everyone was doing their jobs, almost like a manager I guess but I didn't feel like I could do that position at the time mostly because I had no idea how to go about it. I also couldn't ask you Zeus how you wanted me to do it because you were away most of the time at that point.

In the long run, on top of my unstable emotions, people just being people, and not knowing what to do in the clan anymore I just kind of lost it and rage quit Toribash.

So why do i want to come back?

This part is easy to explain, because I know that the people in Origin are my family, this is a home I can come back to and I knew that and always have known that. I love you guys and I'm sorry for just leaving abruptly I just kind of had a breakdown and needed to get away from the source of it. Origin means a lot to me, not only are we an official clan and do things because of that but I think what puts us apart from the rest of them is that we make such close bonds and are always there for each other. We are a family. So, if you guys are okay with it, I would like to be a part of that again. I've missed the good times.

Oh, and...
purple monkeys run wild in the red forest

Originally Posted by Slaybelle

Hey guys, Slay here. Mostly this application is going to be informal and mostly me just explaining stuff. I hope you don't mind. I have a bit to go over so this might be a little long.

I Feel Like You Guys Need an Explanation

So, here it is. I feel like before I should be back in the clan I need to let you guys know what went down. I've never been good at reaching out to people when my emotions get out of check so when I left I really didn't tell anyone anything. For the last 5 years I've been dealing with depression, it comes at random times and for anyone who has had depression you would understand how it feels.

Anyways, every time I got in game I was just having a bad experience between people being completely rude jerks to me just having a bad night of playing (I would lose a lot because I wasn't on point) and for those of you who know me, you know how competitive I am. I get upset at losing and when I lose a lot I don't feel very good. Toribash was just taking it's toll on me at the time and I needed a break.

On another note one of the other reasons I left was I kind of felt lost in the clan, I shot up positions so fast I had no idea how to cope with it. I was perfectly fine when I was on the council, I felt like I knew what I could do for the clan there, what I could help with. But, then you made a new position Zeus and sorry I forget the name of it, but all of a sudden I shot up to that one. I had no idea what my job was anymore and no idea what I could do and I felt a sense of disembodiment from the clan, the only thing I was really told about what my new position was, was that I was basically an overseer to make sure everything was running smoothly and everyone was doing their jobs, almost like a manager I guess but I didn't feel like I could do that position at the time mostly because I had no idea how to go about it. I also couldn't ask you Zeus how you wanted me to do it because you were away most of the time at that point.

In the long run, on top of my unstable emotions, people just being people, and not knowing what to do in the clan anymore I just kind of lost it and rage quit Toribash.

So why do i want to come back?

This part is easy to explain, because I know that the people in Origin are my family, this is a home I can come back to and I knew that and always have known that. I love you guys and I'm sorry for just leaving abruptly I just kind of had a breakdown and needed to get away from the source of it. Origin means a lot to me, not only are we an official clan and do things because of that but I think what puts us apart from the rest of them is that we make such close bonds and are always there for each other. We are a family. So, if you guys are okay with it, I would like to be a part of that again. I've missed the good times.

Oh, and...
purple monkeys run wild in the red forest

Originally Posted by Slaybelle

Hey guys, Slay here. Mostly this application is going to be informal and mostly me just explaining stuff. I hope you don't mind. I have a bit to go over so this might be a little long.

I Feel Like You Guys Need an Explanation

So, here it is. I feel like before I should be back in the clan I need to let you guys know what went down. I've never been good at reaching out to people when my emotions get out of check so when I left I really didn't tell anyone anything. For the last 5 years I've been dealing with depression, it comes at random times and for anyone who has had depression you would understand how it feels.

Anyways, every time I got in game I was just having a bad experience between people being completely rude jerks to me just having a bad night of playing (I would lose a lot because I wasn't on point) and for those of you who know me, you know how competitive I am. I get upset at losing and when I lose a lot I don't feel very good. Toribash was just taking it's toll on me at the time and I needed a break.

On another note one of the other reasons I left was I kind of felt lost in the clan, I shot up positions so fast I had no idea how to cope with it. I was perfectly fine when I was on the council, I felt like I knew what I could do for the clan there, what I could help with. But, then you made a new position Zeus and sorry I forget the name of it, but all of a sudden I shot up to that one. I had no idea what my job was anymore and no idea what I could do and I felt a sense of disembodiment from the clan, the only thing I was really told about what my new position was, was that I was basically an overseer to make sure everything was running smoothly and everyone was doing their jobs, almost like a manager I guess but I didn't feel like I could do that position at the time mostly because I had no idea how to go about it. I also couldn't ask you Zeus how you wanted me to do it because you were away most of the time at that point.

In the long run, on top of my unstable emotions, people just being people, and not knowing what to do in the clan anymore I just kind of lost it and rage quit Toribash.

So why do i want to come back?

This part is easy to explain, because I know that the people in Origin are my family, this is a home I can come back to and I knew that and always have known that. I love you guys and I'm sorry for just leaving abruptly I just kind of had a breakdown and needed to get away from the source of it. Origin means a lot to me, not only are we an official clan and do things because of that but I think what puts us apart from the rest of them is that we make such close bonds and are always there for each other. We are a family. So, if you guys are okay with it, I would like to be a part of that again. I've missed the good times.

Oh, and...
purple monkeys run wild in the red forest