I am not on my medication today. And, I'm a little suicidal. I've attempted at least 2 times now, including taking alcohol with my melatonin(sleeping drug), and taking too much melatonin.
It's just too hard to live with ADHD. People who had brothers or sisters with it, say that you can't use it as an excuse. That you can control it. Really? I can?
Ex. Here is one of the terrible things I did, listed on my discipline list. All the occurrences happend when I wasn't on my meds.
Date: Apr 30, 2010
Offense: Assault
Action Taken: Out of School Suspension, Conference with Principal
I was biting people. About 10 counts of assualt. All of them went home with fang markings on they're shoulder. After that, I was known as the vampire. If I had control, would I do that?
Anyway, basically please excuse my recent...retarded actions...and try to set a good future for me?