You can't make avatars so you move to something more difficult? Doesn't seem too smart. Basically you should look at some tutorials on what to do so that you can atleast get an idea of what to do when you open up your shop. You seem more clueless then a grandpa in a nightclub. You should seriously just like stop before you overdo yourself. But, like Nepo and Anesthetik said, most of yourstuff is just a brush on a colored backround. Sure you add some effects, but if you have no idea what they do then what is the point in doing it? Experimenting thats why. So, before posting some of your work maybe experiment a little but. I would love to help just not an artsy person. I can at times, I just feel exempt from the idea at the moment.