Dang, this is probably the longest span of inactivity we've ever had..... o_o
Is everyone busy?
Anyway, I'm so sick of college life. The girls in our group are so apprehensive when it comes to partying and drinking. Completely ruins the mood till we get really drunk.
On the other hand, I ended up sharing my bed with two of them while a third slept on the floor. Except my bed is a twin, so there was literally no room for movement. And then halfway through the night, at like 7 am (went to bed at 5) one of them starts to embrace me and kiss me and I go along with it and then like 2 minutes later she's like No, I can't..... This whole time, my other friend was still on the bed and we woke her up. And then she moved to the ground...at least we had room.
and then 2 or 3 hours later the exact same thing happens except a bit longer and slightly more intense and it ends about the same way, with her pushing me away. My other two friends were awake and just watching the whole time...
And this was the first of any sort of action I've had here, because I've pretty much stuck with the same group the entire semester aside from some random ones here and there. <insert forever alone face> Already gave up on two girls just cuz they weren't my type. I just don't get why she acted like that though. Physically, I'm pretty fit, especially compared to most people here. Friendly personality, likes to have fun, all that jazz. And still I have yet to be in a solid/steady relationship. In fact, this felt exactly like my last one. In the morning, she even explicitly said that she didn't like me and that we should just be friends. In short, it's like I'm in a period of despair at how hopeless my social life feels now.
tldr: I came here to rant because my who aren't involved are all too busy studying for next week, even though no one is busy tomorrow or tuesday, making studying on sunday completely wasteful of a good weekend.
On the lulzy side: my roommate's face when he walked in at around 7 am. XD