It's okay. Just try to stay outta trouble. We must always present a cool face, as best as we can. Calm. (Unless goodhearted trolling huehuehue) You can do it. Talk to me in whisper to get stuff off your chest, see if some others are willing to listen. We have skype too. Ingame, obey the tag. Stay relaxed. You're very mature considering your age, sometimes it slips through a bit. <3
P.s. leave her she's bad news your heart will heal in time. You're young. You'll have other chances.