o yea i remember beta
how are u

I've been alright, it's been a while. How've you been?

pretty horrible
considered suicide a couple of times

aw don't do that
why do you want to? It's a great world out there m8

lol yea might be
too bad i cant experience it

I was in your spot. I considered suicide couple years back then.
Tried throwing myself off of my roof. Thought about jumping on the railway when the train passed by. Held a katana onto my chest.
It's pretty shitty man but since I passed through all that pain, I'm one of the most happiest guy alive.
You just have to wait. Patience is key my friend.

everyone says that
and believe it or not but i listen
im struggling though
my patience is almost out

The hell is wrong with all you people?

Well, there is a reason everyone says it.
Only weak people fall....and your'e not one of em.
So stay put.


I got a severe depression years ago when I was in high school.
It's normal Gamer. Don't know much about your life but some people get this type of feeling once or more in their lifetime.

feel butter :^)