Toribash
hm i feel better^^

im really confused because i love her =/ and we broked up 2months ago, and i really love her every time, we see us every day but dont talk to eachother. She take the decision to end the relation. Im crying for myself, and i dont know how to succes it, i want her back but i dont know how she is feeling at the moment and so on
do u think i should start again? or ask her again? my last words for her was: "We got sex, u want it and then u decide to make and?" sorry i said it in german very hard and dont know how to say it in english =/

she lied 2times about her decision, one evening we was chatting and i ask her again why, she answered: "Iīve looked a other, but i know i havent a chance..." so it means he love a other... she had the meaning about some weeks before broking up <.< iīve noticed that she is thinking about something, i ask her sometimes and she didnīt answered...

The hardest think for me was she said something like that she didnt want sex, but i remember that evening, she picks my clothes out of me and then i cant say no^^

so is she curios?!
As sad is it is man, no girl is worth getting you hospitalized at this age.
Let her do what she wants.

You can do what you please
Why
Back?
yea <.< i must do it, but my problem is deep inside of me i love her and thats why i cant let her... i think in the night were i get into the hospital, she isnt really fault, i think we both are fault
I feel the same way Bossy... (almost)
I really love that girl I am bragging about all the time, I already confessed in love (on skype >.>) she said "that was a surprise! and laughing emotion --> : D" so now I think she is trying to get in distance between me. I even fought with one guy in my class because of her. That guy tryed to be cool in her eyes, said every time FAIL in the face, told some unfunny jokes, pushed her, watched at her ass >.> almost bithslapped her.... Oh yea and we need to clean some classes at this day I was standing between them and washing walls. (near the sink.) So he started to water fight her, splashed the DIRTY water in her beatiful hair started laughing and she tryed to do that too to him but she forgot I was in the middle of them so I got all the dirty water in the face.... She didn't apologize me... So I started to fight with that guy because he said one more thing to her. He was the only one laughing after all classes when he said that. We were 4 boys and 3 girls. It too personal I won't tell that. (She didn't hear that, but everybody else did) I think she has a crush at him... I hope not.
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oh yea its a lil bit like me <.<

i think we both have to forget them... i will never fight against ppl with pysical wounds, but the night dont count it was to defend, i broked one guy a nose <.< and one a rip. normally i never fight, im punk so... About girls fighting is for me only for loosers, we cant manipulate them. But if i have to fight to protect her and i dont want tthat she get a asshole so i fight^^

"Things that dont kill us, are making us better" a german Saying. I will let her, but i will hope that she comes back, and u uberis dont fight she will take the decision.