Mister. There are some ugly "ways" of knowing everything while allowing yourself to have the kicks of being big bad lone wolf.
If I piss you off I can see what there is behind the polite well-learned responses. I can hear what's being said about me what normally I wouldn't see face-to-face. I could see it and confront it accordingly. all with the smile on my face.
And also yes...
chaos gives me kicks (let be straight about it ;p) high emotions are engaging, and complicated situations - sort of an another challenge.
Don't let yourself be put off by a single conclusion - which is easy if you for example just want to "hate" somebody, or somebody's ways. There might be deeper levels that he's fucking you up at that time while you're (well I'm thinking of some other "fighters" at the moment;p) pridefully getting your anger out.
Anyway man, your being emotional (which is: you being able to be emotionally manipulated even by small things) could really fuck you up later ;p. perhaps it already does, while you're so proud of it ;). Be proud. I don't mind. Just don't fucking say you were in RA, god damn it ;P... well, don't give the impression you were here for long...
that we were... lucky enough to have you for long ;p...
Anyway... Odlov just fucking killed it ;P. xD
Last edited by Sahee; Jan 2, 2010 at 01:27 PM.