Touch I was thinking, and figured out:
1: you truly want help on forums? We fucking don't know you who you are, so how could we see the problem, and what the hell can some teenagers do for you?
2: so, search for a reliable relative, and tell him the problem.
3: don't fucking fight against 9th grades, while you are 157, and over numbered, and if we tell you to fight, you say no point, if we tell you not to fight, you still don't like it.
4: people cannot get help (like that) online...if I knew how you react whenever they tell you some shits, I could see why they pick on you, but I don't, and I don't really know you neither
5: avoid them. as I see your only problem is that you get beat, or maybe your family too, but these are sample...I had the same, it's only your personality that stops you from being happy, so look at things in a different way.
to sum up, We don't know you, and even if everyone wanted to help, we just cannot