hi guys '
i am a 25 year old male , im what most of you would call a jock or douche i dont know.
i do weight lifting and play multiple sports ,i weight 250 lbs 6ft5 at a low bodyfat percentage,so by the way we see things a person like me shouldnt even bother with a computer i can get social interaction wthout even trying,popularity is no problem ,im a alpha male in the real world if you wanna put it that way.people in rel life expect me to be emotionally and physically strong at all times ,thats the way i present myself.
but i have a mental issue ,aanxiety problems ,deppresion a alcholic mother and turning on my pc knowing there is a vast majority of ppl ready to talk ready to let me be whomever i want ,people who will let me be scared and say its ok not ur too weak thats comforting.
to know that whatever i need to know is online.i didnt have a dad growing up and my mom as i said was an alc.so many things a child needed to be taught i did not receive,but i google from how to shave your face to freaking how to drive a car .
i used to joke saying google is my father.actually meaning it in a sense.
i am no computer nerd nor a jock im a mix i use each of both worlds that suit me best.
What im getting to is i think balance is best, i know computers may be bad for your social life ,maybe health ,but the stress i save myself by chatting online ,or the panic attacks i prevent ,in the long term will cause more damage to me than this lil computer could in a few hours a day. so ive taken to the lesser of two evils if you will.
i am dependent on computers definitely, but by saying "too " puts a negative stigma on it.
its like everything else in life "too much of a good thing is a bad thing
Last edited by risen25; Nov 5, 2014 at 11:49 AM.