I'm really sorry guys. I know should've had that war. I feel really bad about myself. I even cried a little after losing to that cancerous lift. I'm truly sorry. I should've had that. I carried the burden all the way to the tie and lost grasp at the final moment, I'm really sorry. I feel so bad about myself. You guys did well dealing with those kind of people. And to be honest the TB community is cancerous, but it's people like you who make TB a slightly better game. I want a re-war on the clan since we did not get a fair chance but since we are banned from it, it looks like I'll have to look forward to improving myself at a mod I truly love. I'm sorry if I could be a player that you expect me to be. I try and pick myself up from every loss, I really try. But there are those moments where you try and nothing works. But my mentality hasn't always been like that and I feel like I dropped the whole world on you guys and letting your hopes down by losing to the most saltiest clan ever. I'm really sorry ! Give me the punishments that I need so I can learn about my mistakes. I believe one day we are going to be a clan that still strives for improvement no matter what the clan as a whole goes through, I won't always be there to hold your hands though. That's why we as human individuals have to always deal with the people on the internet. Once again,I'm sorry for letting you guys down on the war, I'm literally drying my eyes as I type this. And yes we will never see (Ve) in a war again so be grateful. I hope I will see some of you on tomorrow as I will be playing the whole day as training.