i don't mean this to say i don't care, but for me... people dieing doesn't really bug me...i like to justify everything by reason, thus dampening emotion.
Ill explain, either 1 of 3 things will happen, 1. i will see them again within the century or 2. when i die i become nothing but nonexistent, hence i wont have time for the sorrow, as i wont exist, or a third option, i just see black and keep my thought process and can mourn for them for eternity....my logic hence tells me that mourning now is a waist of time.