Originally Posted by Meeeehhhh

Name: Meeeehhhh
How long will you be inactive: 3 weeks
Reason: Trip to the Philippines.

hope I can find rhae

Originally Posted by iIluminati

Hey it's Illumi...

Going to be gone for a few weeks, I've been quite depressed lately and have been having some bad thoughts, so i'm going to a treatment center. Hopefully It will get me back on track. I can still post kind of often, maybe one per day. But the main reason I haven't been posting is because I just haven't felt like doing anything for the past few weeks or so, like there's no point to it. I know I used me playing Warframe alot as an excuse, but I was just denying the truth. I'm finally facing it now, if you know about the stages of depression, I'm sort of in the stage where I face my problems and try to fix them.

Don't worry, I still love you guys, I haven't stopped caring lol. But serious life issues like this need to take priority over my Toribash clan, when I'm a danger to myself. The problem with my sister is that she held her feelings and thoughts in for way too long, and so they got worse. It's like ignoring weeds in your lawn and just hoping they get better. Before you know it, they are bigger than they were when you initially stopped paying attention to them. Luckily for me, I'm not doing that. I'm facing these issues before they get worse, I haven't cut or done drugs or anything but It's still something I have to deal with, my activity on the forum being a price I have been and will have to pay. They may let me use my laptop here and there but for the majority of the time, I will be offline.
Thanks for understanding, I'm sure many of you have been through this before. I've seen many of my friends go through it and come out a stronger person than before, which will most likely happen, so I still have some hope.

For some of the newer members who may not know me, I joined Origin maybe 8 or so months ago, I don't multiplayer much, I enjoy parkour and tricking and sparring much more. I hope to meet you guys and get to know you soon . If any of you want to boost your self esteem in toribash, play me in ABD. 100% guaranteed to work xD

Anyway, It wont be too different as it has been in terms of activity, but I still thought I'd tell you guys why I have vanished almost as fast as my arm breaks off in ABD.

Originally Posted by iIluminati

Hey it's Illumi...

Going to be gone for a few weeks, I've been quite depressed lately and have been having some bad thoughts, so i'm going to a treatment center. Hopefully It will get me back on track. I can still post kind of often, maybe one per day. But the main reason I haven't been posting is because I just haven't felt like doing anything for the past few weeks or so, like there's no point to it. I know I used me playing Warframe alot as an excuse, but I was just denying the truth. I'm finally facing it now, if you know about the stages of depression, I'm sort of in the stage where I face my problems and try to fix them.

Don't worry, I still love you guys, I haven't stopped caring lol. But serious life issues like this need to take priority over my Toribash clan, when I'm a danger to myself. The problem with my sister is that she held her feelings and thoughts in for way too long, and so they got worse. It's like ignoring weeds in your lawn and just hoping they get better. Before you know it, they are bigger than they were when you initially stopped paying attention to them. Luckily for me, I'm not doing that. I'm facing these issues before they get worse, I haven't cut or done drugs or anything but It's still something I have to deal with, my activity on the forum being a price I have been and will have to pay. They may let me use my laptop here and there but for the majority of the time, I will be offline.
Thanks for understanding, I'm sure many of you have been through this before. I've seen many of my friends go through it and come out a stronger person than before, which will most likely happen, so I still have some hope.

For some of the newer members who may not know me, I joined Origin maybe 8 or so months ago, I don't multiplayer much, I enjoy parkour and tricking and sparring much more. I hope to meet you guys and get to know you soon . If any of you want to boost your self esteem in toribash, play me in ABD. 100% guaranteed to work xD

Anyway, It wont be too different as it has been in terms of activity, but I still thought I'd tell you guys why I have vanished almost as fast as my arm breaks off in ABD.

Originally Posted by iIluminati

Thanks for the support guys. they are only letting me use a computer they have there for a few minutes, but those two responses make me think of people who say internet friends aren't real friends. If that were true than Weppet and Fate's responses wouldn't have made me feel as needed and important as they did. Thanks guys
oh and I met a Toribasher here, name is largekilla or something. lol just kidding It's something like Proteus2010 or something and doesn't play anymore, he only said it not wrote it down. But take care guys ;)