Parrot is a fantastic clan. Honestly the most I've ever felt part of the community. I don't regret for a second leaving Alpha despite their (at the time) selectivity to come here. But I'm just so damn busy trying to become a decent nurse, a decent boyfriend, and change some of my own mental health / behavioral problems that when I hop in nowadays I have to strain to find the few people I know on a personal level here.
Leaving staff was sort of a separate issue. Firstly I don't want to take up small selective positions if I'm not going to have the time and energy to give it what it deserves. But more importantly - after viewing what I do nowadays for reported posts and scam reports, I realize that the community I really enjoyed have mostly wilted away. So now I was acting as a servant to not past/present friends but newer aged players who I have no relationship with. I've sat like 2k games away from god belt for far too long, I just don't know these people and I don't like to play any more enough to get to know them.
Parrot is fantastic. There have been some people here like Skulfuk, Moop, Icky, Reta, Odlov, and more who I'd lose out on via carpel tunnel if I kept naming that have been very formative in these past 2 years. I'm learning a lot from them, and that hopefully won't change. So honestly, thank you guys very much.