https://www.faceit.com/en/players/Ezeeth/stats/csgo
Have the mmr changed or something? first 5 matches I've played in a while, all completely onesided.
If you are GN/MG, don't bother with ESEA. You're just ruining it for the more skilled players. If they match up with you for example in your placements you'll just mess their game up.