Don't you have parents to talk to?

If it helps if you have old baby videos whatch them

it helped me when i was feeling like you are.

im only 11 years old and when i was 8 i wanted to kill myself.

things turn out fine though.

so far im 11 and i have ran away 5 times, drew a knife to my troat 2 times and almost have no friends.
and im not lieing. i serously have done this

Fuck them, they don't give a fuck. I only live with my mum.

Noomy: Big deal, I've tryed to kill myself 12 times, sliting wrists, throats etc. Fuck it. This time is for real.

Then talk to your mum.

If not then your friends.

If not then do what noomy said. Watch some old videos of you and your family.

If not then you might want to ask your mum about seeing a counselor/Psychologist.

FFS I WANT TO DIE, NOT HAVE SECOND THOUGHTS ABOUT. WHY AM I EVEN POSTING THIS ON TB? I SHOULD JUST FUCKING KILL MYSELF NOW, DARKNESS IS WHERE I BELONG.

So your not even going to try and fix it?

Your not even going to try and do some of the things I suggested?

No.

Then I can't help.

If you won't even accept help than how can anyone help you?

That's the whole point, I want to die. I am currently writing my death note.

HAHAHAHAHAHHHHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH MAN THIS is so funny
he is obviously bullshiting and you guys are beliving him
.
kok life has its ups and downs everyone feels llike shit some point in there life i have gone through it.
and everyone will.