Don't worry about it too much Teague, the community doesn't hate you.
The people in this clan wouldn't be here if they didn't at least think there were halfway decent leaders running these shenanigans.
You don't need a post in a thread to be considered a good or great leader, what really shows that in my humble opinion are loyal people who you don't need to hear compliments from.
"The measure of a great leader is not in how loud your fans adore you, but in how long they stand beside you. For they are not your fans, they are your brothers and sisters."
Forgot where I heard that, hell I might have written it way back when I was doing short stories/novels, but anyways, it stuck with me.