Nope. I still read stuff everyday. i just don't find anything to post. I started working out consistently once again. Now I just have to keep everything in motion.
School has been hell lately. Not only because of homework but because I have to avoid a certain person in school. This has never happened to me so I don't know how to deal with this. Basically an 8th grader started to get friendly with me and some other guys from my school. Me and some schoolmates talked about disgusting stuff (to the point where it is funny) and now he thinks it is acceptable to talk about it every time and do disgusting stuff that is unfunny. Like touching his junk and then rubbing his hand in our faces. I thought he will turn back to normal and stop messing around but I was wrong. Should have just been straightforward. Next day he asks for my phone number, give him because I am kind and didn't want to make him sad, also because he was bothering me a lot about it. He keeps saying weird shit. He thinks that "I'll fuck you in the ass until it bleeds and then deep throat you until I cum" humor is funny. I tried giving hints that it ain't funny. He gets close only with me. Starts bumping my stomach. Next day he puts hand around my shoulders and fist bumps me in the stomach several times. I push him away tell him that it ain't funny. I tried to be kind but it didn't really work. I told him to leave me alone kindly but he told me jokingly that he likes me. That wasn't a confession but I still hope he wasn't serious about it. Meanwhile all that time he texts me like every 30 minutes. I keep ignoring his texts but he still sends them. He obviously can't take a hint. The same day he keeps following me really close from behind that he touches my back. I was with some schoolmates at that time and they already knew the guy was weird but they didn't witness him touching me. I snapped pushed him back really hard and said to fuck off. I thought that that was the end, but he still kept texting me. just asking what was I doing, etc. From here on I keep avoiding him. I go full metal gear in school just to avoid interaction with him. I think only physical abuse may be the thing that can make him fuck off. This situation actually creates a lot of stress for me. Cause people are always watching and I don't want to make other people feel bad.
TL;DR - weird dude who might be gay keeps bothering me, still can't fuck off when I tell him to.