Originally Posted by TBashDude

I say yes, Deak. Not because I know you, but because you have shown a lot of effort and your true personality. I do believe you could work on your grammar and spelling a little bit, but that's not what's important. I also think you have great art, and I have seen you play (very well), so it's okay for me that you don't have replays. Let's see what the others say.

Originally Posted by DeakReborn

Aww, my spelling and grammar is bad? :O I always sucked at spelling and proper grammar but I can fix that ;)
Anyway, thank you for your response. I actually showed a side of me that no one has seen on Toribash until now. A side I knew I had, but never really knew what it was capable of doing until today :P

Originally Posted by GodlyGirl

It's nice to see you forgot me ._.

Originally Posted by DeakReborn

Let's do basic information first

Basic Information

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Skype Name: lil_rj1994
Past infraction(s)/ban(s): The past was the past, but as for DeakReborn, I have no problems yet.... I know my past may cause alot for my application, but give me a chance to show action instead of words. Meaning, I am not going to say I changed, I will show you guys I changed .
Past clan(s) and why you left: On DeakManiac: Obey, Legendary, and ran my own clan.
Any clan member(s) that you know: Risk, TBashMan, xJuicy, GodlyGirl
Your arterial language (first language): English

Now, for the real deal.

Hard Mode Application

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I. Rationale

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I. Rationale
Answer as completely as possible, in a paragraph or more for each:

Who are you?

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» I am RJ, and I am 19 years old. I am a pretty funny/laid back type of guy. I can make people laugh over some of my stand up comedy acts . I roll with the motto on "Treat people the way you want to be treated", but I remixed it a little by if they disrespect me, they'll just simply be ignored instead of being disrespected aswell. I am also a singer/dancer/rapper in real life, and I LOVE to sing.

Why do you want to join this particular clan, as opposed to another clan?

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» Well, I tried to apply for Obey, but I was lied on behind my back and had me rejected. TBash requested me to join since I am looking for a clan that's a famliy and a clan at the same time. No other clan really fits my standards on what I am looking for and I am just going to give this clan a shot since it does seem cool, and tbash did request me to apply.

How might you contribute to Metagame, and, in addition, how might the clan be beneficial to you?

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» I can contribute laughter, and smiles into the clan. I can also contribute some good memorys from time to time for the clan from me. The clan could help benefit me by allowing me to be in the family and treating me like a family member. It can benefit me alot by being with a group of people I really don't know, so therefor it could allow me to get to meet more people.

What experiences have you had with the game and/or the Toribash forum community?

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» I had some bad experinces, and some good ones. The bad ones are the ones I learned from and progressed myself to be whom I am today, a well centered respectful player at all cost, and a non-bragging person. I started toribash back in 2008, and played up until 2010 when I took a break, then came back in 2012. I quit for 4 months in 2013 after I have been perm'd on my ban and getting out of jail.

II. Temperament

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II. Temperament
Answer as you see fit:

Do you consider yourself an optimist or pessimist? Idealist, or cynic? Explain.

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» Optimist due to I am surrounded by peace. I am a caring person who respects everyone even after they disrespect me. It's impossible for me to hold a grudge, I believe anyone can change if they put their mind to it. I believe Earth could have peace all over if everyone would treat everyone equally instead of going about their difference. The things going on today just seems impossible though, but hope can always happen, and not everything is impossible. I am also a cynic, since people mostly do their things for their self-intrest these days, and they don't understand the outlooks. Some people do things for honor, and to be looked at as in a good way, but others only do things for the money, the power, and the wealth. They revovle around a center of "Myself" instead of "Others" I am not those type of people, since I try and help everyone even though my life isn't perfect itself. I do not believe in holding a grudge what so ever. (Sorry for the long speech, I am just a life speaker. I like speaking about these types of discussions.)

What is the meaning and/or purpose of life?

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» The meaning and purpose of life is to enjoy it, not having it feel like hell over someone bothering another person. Life is suppoused to be enjoyable, and is suppoused to fun. It's just the world we live in these days, the only way you can have fun (By others standards not mine) is drinking, and going to parties. Which in a way, is sad and stupid. Life should be looked at as a gift, not used as if it's a game. Life is NOT A GAME, it's a gift. Life is ment to be treated to the max of enjoyment you can aquire. Each person has the ability to be something they want to be. Dreams can come true you know. ;) As I was saying though, we live in a world where the standard of life is "Drink, Sex, Drugs, Money" which IS NOT what life is for. Life is to grab your friends hand, walk through the light and enjoy yourself. We cannot do that though since not everyone thinks this way. I, myself, enjoy my life. I treat it like a gift, since I know I was gifted to live, and gifted with the talent I have(Singing/Making people laugh)

What is your stance on morality? Is it objective or subjective?

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» My morality is pretty high, I know what's right, and what's wrong. Just in the past, I would do the wrong when I knew it was wrong because I didn't stop and think of the actions that would take into play after I did the wrong. I just ignored that side of me and went through, but now that I managed to find the inner me, the side that stops me knowing it's bad is stronger then ever. subjective I am subjective due to the reason I respect everyones feelings, if someone is pissed at me, or upset with me, I try my best to solve what I did wrong. I try to redeem myself, it's just who I am. I cannot stand having someone being pissed at me... I will cry myself if I find out someone else is upset with me. I respect everyones opinions for it's their state of mind, they can think how they want to think. Even if it's wrong, I will not judge their opinion. You should not change anyone on what they think, let them learn from themselves. You could try and help, but NEVER force someone to change their opinion.

What is "love"?

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» What's love... Hmmm, love is a term that is looked at as evil, but it's not really evil. It's just the way everyone is acting with "love". What I am trying to say is, alot of people who say love is just evil, really never felt true love. Your parents caring for you, that's love. That's family love, and it's love. Love is caring for someone who's important for you. Love shouldn't be looked at as your other couple, but you can love a friend, you can love your family, not just your spouse/boyfriend/girlfriend/partner. Love is great when you experince true love, and not the "fake love" which is relationship love. Not saying being in a relationship isn't true love, but relationship these days are insane. So much divorce and cheating has been going on in relationships that the real "Love" is losing it's term as being something great and wonderful. I do believe love is good though, since I experinced the real love a few times in life. I have people who indeed do love me.

III. Aptitude

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III. Aptitude
Provide at least three (3) pieces of art, and/or replays.

Attach your best replay(s). Both single-player and multiplayer replays are acceptable.

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Sadly, I do not have replays since I started over on Toribash :O

Include art or any other works that you've made, be they Toribash-related or not.

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--- Optionally, write a paragraph explaining any other skills that you may have. (If, for any reason, you are unable to meet the above condition for this section, this is not optional.)
» I am pretty good at in-game fighting like lenshu and aikidobigdojo, and I am pretty good on producing music and poems/songs. I am somewhat decent on art, even though I quit doing art, but I did post some of my art that I could gather up .

IV. Perception

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IV. Perception
Answer to the best of your ability:

--- In which font does this post appear?
» Ariel

--- Provide the name of this character: »
» I have no clue all honesty :O[/SPOLIER]

[SPOLIER]=== V. Reflection
Thoughts, concerns, possible scathing witticisms:

What are your thoughts on the application process, in particular, this form? Do you have a specific reason for why you favoured "Hard Mode" over "Easy Mode"?

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» I favored hard mode because I like going for harder things. I like to challenege myself, and see what I am capable of answering/doing. My thoughts on this application process was, I LOVED IT. I love talking about life, and love and everything in that category. I am a life speaker when I want to be a life speaker. I am pretty good at it aswell when I get into the grove :P

At least one of the questions on this form, in part or in whole, required you to think in an unusual manner (i.e., shift your mental gears, so to speak). What have you learned about yourself, after completing your application?

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» I learned that I am actually caring and I am a pretty good life speaker. I always knew I loved to talk about life, but never knew I was this good at speaking about it. This is the first time I ever really talked deep about life, and I enjoyed it, to be honset.

Originally Posted by nickbritt0

Section 5?

Originally Posted by DeakReborn

Let's do basic information first

Basic Information

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Skype Name: lil_rj1994
Past infraction(s)/ban(s): The past was the past, but as for DeakReborn, I have no problems yet.... I know my past may cause alot for my application, but give me a chance to show action instead of words. Meaning, I am not going to say I changed, I will show you guys I changed .
Past clan(s) and why you left: On DeakManiac: Obey, Legendary, and ran my own clan.
Any clan member(s) that you know: Risk, TBashMan, xJuicy, GodlyGirl
Your arterial language (first language): English

Now, for the real deal.

Hard Mode Application

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I. Rationale

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I. Rationale
Answer as completely as possible, in a paragraph or more for each:

Who are you?

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» I am RJ, and I am 19 years old. I am a pretty funny/laid back type of guy. I can make people laugh over some of my stand up comedy acts . I roll with the motto on "Treat people the way you want to be treated", but I remixed it a little by if they disrespect me, they'll just simply be ignored instead of being disrespected aswell. I am also a singer/dancer/rapper in real life, and I LOVE to sing.

Why do you want to join this particular clan, as opposed to another clan?

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» Well, I tried to apply for Obey, but I was lied on behind my back and had me rejected. TBash requested me to join since I am looking for a clan that's a famliy and a clan at the same time. No other clan really fits my standards on what I am looking for and I am just going to give this clan a shot since it does seem cool, and tbash did request me to apply.

How might you contribute to Metagame, and, in addition, how might the clan be beneficial to you?

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» I can contribute laughter, and smiles into the clan. I can also contribute some good memorys from time to time for the clan from me. The clan could help benefit me by allowing me to be in the family and treating me like a family member. It can benefit me alot by being with a group of people I really don't know, so therefor it could allow me to get to meet more people.

What experiences have you had with the game and/or the Toribash forum community?

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» I had some bad experinces, and some good ones. The bad ones are the ones I learned from and progressed myself to be whom I am today, a well centered respectful player at all cost, and a non-bragging person. I started toribash back in 2008, and played up until 2010 when I took a break, then came back in 2012. I quit for 4 months in 2013 after I have been perm'd on my ban and getting out of jail.

II. Temperament

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II. Temperament
Answer as you see fit:

Do you consider yourself an optimist or pessimist? Idealist, or cynic? Explain.

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» Optimist due to I am surrounded by peace. I am a caring person who respects everyone even after they disrespect me. It's impossible for me to hold a grudge, I believe anyone can change if they put their mind to it. I believe Earth could have peace all over if everyone would treat everyone equally instead of going about their difference. The things going on today just seems impossible though, but hope can always happen, and not everything is impossible. I am also a cynic, since people mostly do their things for their self-intrest these days, and they don't understand the outlooks. Some people do things for honor, and to be looked at as in a good way, but others only do things for the money, the power, and the wealth. They revovle around a center of "Myself" instead of "Others" I am not those type of people, since I try and help everyone even though my life isn't perfect itself. I do not believe in holding a grudge what so ever. (Sorry for the long speech, I am just a life speaker. I like speaking about these types of discussions.)

What is the meaning and/or purpose of life?

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» The meaning and purpose of life is to enjoy it, not having it feel like hell over someone bothering another person. Life is suppoused to be enjoyable, and is suppoused to fun. It's just the world we live in these days, the only way you can have fun (By others standards not mine) is drinking, and going to parties. Which in a way, is sad and stupid. Life should be looked at as a gift, not used as if it's a game. Life is NOT A GAME, it's a gift. Life is ment to be treated to the max of enjoyment you can aquire. Each person has the ability to be something they want to be. Dreams can come true you know. ;) As I was saying though, we live in a world where the standard of life is "Drink, Sex, Drugs, Money" which IS NOT what life is for. Life is to grab your friends hand, walk through the light and enjoy yourself. We cannot do that though since not everyone thinks this way. I, myself, enjoy my life. I treat it like a gift, since I know I was gifted to live, and gifted with the talent I have(Singing/Making people laugh)

What is your stance on morality? Is it objective or subjective?

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» My morality is pretty high, I know what's right, and what's wrong. Just in the past, I would do the wrong when I knew it was wrong because I didn't stop and think of the actions that would take into play after I did the wrong. I just ignored that side of me and went through, but now that I managed to find the inner me, the side that stops me knowing it's bad is stronger then ever. subjective I am subjective due to the reason I respect everyones feelings, if someone is pissed at me, or upset with me, I try my best to solve what I did wrong. I try to redeem myself, it's just who I am. I cannot stand having someone being pissed at me... I will cry myself if I find out someone else is upset with me. I respect everyones opinions for it's their state of mind, they can think how they want to think. Even if it's wrong, I will not judge their opinion. You should not change anyone on what they think, let them learn from themselves. You could try and help, but NEVER force someone to change their opinion.

What is "love"?

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» What's love... Hmmm, love is a term that is looked at as evil, but it's not really evil. It's just the way everyone is acting with "love". What I am trying to say is, alot of people who say love is just evil, really never felt true love. Your parents caring for you, that's love. That's family love, and it's love. Love is caring for someone who's important for you. Love shouldn't be looked at as your other couple, but you can love a friend, you can love your family, not just your spouse/boyfriend/girlfriend/partner. Love is great when you experince true love, and not the "fake love" which is relationship love. Not saying being in a relationship isn't true love, but relationship these days are insane. So much divorce and cheating has been going on in relationships that the real "Love" is losing it's term as being something great and wonderful. I do believe love is good though, since I experinced the real love a few times in life. I have people who indeed do love me.

III. Aptitude

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III. Aptitude
Provide at least three (3) pieces of art, and/or replays.

Attach your best replay(s). Both single-player and multiplayer replays are acceptable.

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Sadly, I do not have replays since I started over on Toribash :O

Include art or any other works that you've made, be they Toribash-related or not.

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--- Optionally, write a paragraph explaining any other skills that you may have. (If, for any reason, you are unable to meet the above condition for this section, this is not optional.)
» I am pretty good at in-game fighting like lenshu and aikidobigdojo, and I am pretty good on producing music and poems/songs. I am somewhat decent on art, even though I quit doing art, but I did post some of my art that I could gather up .

IV. Perception

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IV. Perception
Answer to the best of your ability:

--- In which font does this post appear?
» Ariel

--- Provide the name of this character: »
» I have no clue all honesty :O[/SPOLIER]

V. Reflection

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=== V. Reflection
Thoughts, concerns, possible scathing witticisms:

What are your thoughts on the application process, in particular, this form? Do you have a specific reason for why you favoured "Hard Mode" over "Easy Mode"?

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» I favored hard mode because I like going for harder things. I like to challenege myself, and see what I am capable of answering/doing. My thoughts on this application process was, I LOVED IT. I love talking about life, and love and everything in that category. I am a life speaker when I want to be a life speaker. I am pretty good at it aswell when I get into the grove :P

At least one of the questions on this form, in part or in whole, required you to think in an unusual manner (i.e., shift your mental gears, so to speak). What have you learned about yourself, after completing your application?

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» I learned that I am actually caring and I am a pretty good life speaker. I always knew I loved to talk about life, but never knew I was this good at speaking about it. This is the first time I ever really talked deep about life, and I enjoyed it, to be honset.