I agree with Swift, I your going to try to get back in I suggest going to the recruitment thread.
"Helping a friend" yes a likely story and from what I can tell probably true. But... I hate it when I'm betrayed, I met you in a server, you were good and I said I would help you if you tried for Ascend. Now I know that I had been helping a scammer. I feel like I've let my clan down.
But all in all it not me you should be apologising to its MudJad, he helped you the most.