Dude, no offense, but for fuck sake. Stop trying to make us feel sorry for you by saying shit like "I don't think I deserve this" or "My vote doesn't count" in every fucking thread.
It's not our fault you fucked up. Look, here is how it is. You did something stupid, we had our say about, now it's behind us. Everyone is trying to forget etc, and you keep reminding me/us by saying stupid shit like that. Your vote counts no matter what, unless you get kicked/leave or something, which I doubt.
Just forget, act like it didn't happen, and move on. This way, all is forgotten and we can move on.