I still pop in occasionally.
I haven't as much lately though because I've been bogged down with school, work, and most recently, a killer flu.

get well soon Rap

so now imma be a bit more active again since christmas is over ;)
Hope all of you had a great time with your family and friends.
So, what did I miss?

nothing much, only jorreI announce that he will kill this clan for the sake of maintaining the activity

killing a clan for the sake of maintining activity? I don't get that kind of logic, explanation pls

Yeah I didn't get it either...
And I didn't see the part when JorreI said that...

this and oh wait the one that suggest that first is Range

anyway Count, it's actually a psychological term, you tend to maintain the activity when someone announce the clan is dead (well usually tho')

Sorry for my inactiveness guys,
Had some problems, no time, holidays....

And now I'm here, I've been crying the 31 to 1 to the morning...

Had the worst problems with my gf that cheated on me , the girl that I never loved more than anyone, when I saw it that she was with other guy now, and without telling me nothing to finish or break, she blocked me on facebook and didn't wanted to talk to me til yesterday, at the moment that a friend show'd me the photo of her with the relationship that said "from 27 November" , I grabbed a pockedknife and cut myself in the arms, and 2 of those cuts were bleeding and had to talk to my dad ( he is doctor) to get some gauzes and I told him that was the pocketknife that fell to my arm on the cut that he saw bleeding ;/

Never done anything so stupid or felt this horrible and bad never, I swear, this first day of the year was the worst day of my entire life

And about Editing... I think I wont do it anymore, I dont have attractions for editing again nevermore, not for this break, just I stopped editing, but still I'm not inclined to do nothing, I feel so damn bad

@trice: yeah seems like I havent seen this post while scrolling down, all makes sense now ;)
@Latin: sry to hear that dude, but as stupid as it sounds, just get over it. Do yourself a favor and go out with friends, get drunk etc (I dont want you to start drinking for such thing since it can seriously harm your health, but one good night wont kill you either). You're young and chances are ~100% that you will find someone that suits you some time. Cutting yourself was just stuid in my opinion since it didnt change the sitution. you just straight up hurt yourself for no reason since she wont notice and even if she does: she wont take you back either since no woman wants a depressed guy next to her side.
Dont get me wrong, I've been there and I know how bad it feels, but srsly, get over her, there are more than enough women out there and they will be there in a couple of years too, so there is no need to hurry, damage or over-dramatise things ;)
you know what I mean?

Yeah count I understood, but the hit was so hard cause of having the gf that loved more than no one ever and was my longest relationship of 9 months and boom without nothing in my fault.. I just did everything for her and she in a moment transformed into a who**.. thats what made me explode and


Thanks, I'm trying to forget it all and go with friends and those things