this has been going on for over four years, but nothing as severe as the last two times. i've been tested in every aspect you can imagine, including hormonal, blood, urine, crap, heart, lung, muscle and bone tests. The results? I have nothing. they can't explain it. they've discarded everything, but I still think of two options: It's either psycological or genetic. If it's genetic, I'll have to be on meds for the rest of my life. if it's psicologycal, then I'll have to find out what's causing it and fix it (or start taking meds as well).
as of now, I'm resting peacefully at home, but nothing is certain.