Sorry for being so inactive, I'm focusing much more on real life rn.
Last 2 weekends were best in my life, I literally spent ~8h on dance daily on these weekends, refreshed contact with my old friend (I met her at dance camp 5 years ago, she's a great person) and honestly I really enjoy whats going on in my life rn (except for money and family problems that I have to go thru - thats another reason why Im not here that often anymore)