after three hours of stress yesterday this is the answer??!!
It makes me feel as though my life is a waste of space as I alternate almost clerically between this, arcanists and C&C Generals,
my small problems which I cannot answer which suck away at me every dayare easily solved by people other than myself,
so My life wasting away on me as I sit on my computer day by day procrastinating about learning blender, pretending I made a mod (I have actually made it but still having compatability problems)
just will never have a purpose, as I fall.
I will probably never get into my career in animation, doing small jobs Instead.
But, The Toribash smilies are awesome. so worthit.