alan is a meanie

FUCK EGO I THINK I KILLED THE BOUNCER

dem eyebrows.

sell more webspace

IT'S OK IT WAS FIXED BY THE TIME I GOT HOME

I can't art for my own shit, so I'll do it without the art:

Age 10: Smart as fuck, popular, had girlfriends. Had an okay family life.

Age 13: Cynical. Atheist and starting to feel nihilistic. Becoming untrusting of humanity. Slipped into depression and became an antisocial introvert. Started to hate home. Had no girlfriends and a few shitty friends. Starting to fail school.

Age 16: Live every day in depression. Wake up feeling like shit, go to sleep feeling like shit. Suffer from panic and anxiety attacks. Pretend to be somewhat social to make school somewhat bearable. Doesn't do shit in school. Beginning to feel hatred towards family members. Occasionally contemplate suicide, but never muster up the courage due to sympathy for those with love. Becomes extremely manipulative and petty. Still, has never done drugs. Still very intelligent. Agnostic instead of atheist. Extremely nihilistic and misanthropic. Agnostic nature extending towards other things, leading to open-mindedness.

Age whatever: See age 16.

Age 10: fuck if i remember, think i went to some religious education class but stopped going because of dinosaurs

Age 13: lit fires, stole shit, went to court but got out of charges by spending a day with some cops and other teenagers who wanted to not have a criminal record (i was the youngest there by a few years), fuck if i remember anything else

Age 16: finished the process of transition from giving a shit about things to not giving a shit about things, got kicked out of school, passed exams i didn't sit and a subject i went to maybe 2% of the classes for, started smoking weed more regularly, realised psychopath, bored with basically everything

Current age: i turned 17 like 2 weeks ago so ye, same as ^