Capitalism...
Sometimes you have to envy those 3rd countries where they just shovel you into some mine shaft at age 12 to dig some shit all day for a bowl of puke.
You either came up as a fucking Conan, or you die.
In any case you don't come out on some forum stating that you just played too much of PS3, saw every YoTube movie clip and you don't know how to fill your empty life.
P.S. Just saw that you are from the US. That explains a lot!
Here's a good idea, but, idk, might be a bit too hard for you to do it:
FIND A FUCKING HOBBY!