i cant seem to find the love i left behind
along time ago it seems i let it go just
watching my emotions flow down the river ever so slow

but still somthing seems to grow and grow
i cant let go and now i can not stop thinking
about you your stuck in my head forever till the day
im dead i cant seem to stop its like ive never been fed
this emotion before i seemed to of lost it all

but i cant seem find the light that i left behind
im blind to the facts i see that are back in me
i will never see the life i had before i threw it away
i cant live another day with out hearing you say you love me

so why did i why did i throw u away im lost
and i cant find my way find my way im forever gone stuck in a maze
filled darkness for the rest of my days

so please let me out my loungs gave out i cant seem to shout no more
i feel like ive done this all before lost it all and im going crazy cause i miss
you baby im so crazy im So CRAZY IM SO CRAZY IM SO CRAZY

look at me look at me look at me now ive lost it all
ive lost everything i held so close to me and now i will die
alone in this world with out you beside me i will fight thee world on my own

forever alone stuck here on this road that i chose to walk i can not talk
cause if i try to i might just be reminded of you it true i miss u so much that
every thing i say makes me think about you i cant let this take over meee

so please let me let me let me go let me let me let me go just let me gooo
im already lost im already dead im already sad i already put a bullet in my head
and i already regret the life i lived to throw away

im lost inside forever i cant ever think about u now im looost im loooost
IM LOOOOOOST.

Horrid

this is possibly the worst thing I've read in my life.

follow your dreams, though

LOL LOVE U TO HOLY <3 love u so much senpai

What the hell?